135: More Patterns

I’ll keep working on changing the things I can and accepting the things I can’t. You can hurt me but you cannot break me. Only the rigid shatter. As always, I keep my heart soft towards you. Not simply because I love you, but because I love myself enough to know this is best for me.

133: Sounding Advice

“You still have C on a pedestal” and other friendly insight.

124: Friends

…you don’t know what she’s going thru. She’s dealing with extreme anger and will be in that phase for quite awhile I’m sure…

A Friend

119: And so it goes

“How often we murder parts of ourselves by not letting things advance or come close. How often we let fear rule our emotional lives. How often we kill or chase away everything that moves.” – @MarkNepo

115: Off The Ground

Oh, quit lying to myself
And let the truth be told
Well, my head is heavy and my heart is empty
But my spirit is strong and my legs are ready

114: I’ve got this life to fix

I blew it.

But now? I got this life to fix. Gotta build it back up brick by brick.

I’ve got this.

111: The Utmost Purest Intentions

I’ve made 132 posts since December 22 on my journal. Today I made 42 of them private placing them in archives.

98: Pride

As I look back on the experience and choices I keep bumping up against the same wall: Pride. It has been the primary motivator behind my secret-keeping and escalating series of lies.

95: The Possibilities

I want things kept simple right now. The possibilities are fun to toss about but the reality is I’m in no rush…but it’s a pleasant thought. It’s nice to be reminded there are other possibilities.

94: The Ocean

You cannot break me.