"Be not the slave of your own past – plunge into the sublime seas, dive deep and swim far, so you shall come back with self-respect, with new power, with an advanced experience, that shall explain and overlook the old." – Ralph Waldo Emerson
The meaningful question from my Good Doctor, and other good doctors, is “if you love/care for others why have you lied and kept secrets that has harmed and injured your Loves, lives, and self?”
Read More 12: A Love Letter to the Betrayers – Mostly Dead CatsI pretend things didn’t happen that did. I confuse resiliency with the appearance of strength and cover with bravado. I pretend the losses don’t hurt.
Read More 61: Being Incognito: Thoughts on Grief, Loss, and ChildrenI find myself in places where I end up trying to control her responses and feelings. I believe, and so does she apparently, I am responsible for how she feels and how she responds, not just for what I do.
Read More 60: I Lied AgainIt’s a new dawn
It’s a new day
It’s a new life
For me
And I’m feeling good
Marriage is for old folks
Old folks, not for me!
One husband
One wife
Whaddya got?
Two people sentenced for life!
Tell me what you need
And I can do anything
Tell me what you want
Show me how to do it
Tell me what you need
And I’ll do anything
I got this life to fix
Threw it all out in a ditch
Broken down when I was sick
Gotta build it back up brick by brick
I don’t really have much to add at the moment. Frankly, what I experienced at the train depot was eye opening and has left me disgusted with myself and others.
Read More 59: The Queen is DeadTime spent with intention brought me here.
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