31: Swimming Beyond the Breakers

I had hoped someone would love me enough to see me while knowing my struggles were never about them. My hope contained both a selfish expectation and deep longing.

27: A Quickie

There are just some days, even 15 months later, where I still long to belong to you. I'm deeply, truly sorry I betrayed you, me, and us. I never wanted to be anywhere other than with you. Ever. You were the one. You were always the one.

15: Three Conversations

15: Three Conversations

1. Shame
2. Hope
3. Grieving

152: Paradoxes

"It can be true that your husband is a kind, good-hearted soul. And also true that he made choices that hurt you deeply." via Elle Grant, Author

137.02 Birthdays

Every September 15th for the past five years I was there. My heart breaks that this year I won't be. I did what I could on your birthday to let you know you matter, that you are all that matters, that you are loved. That I would always be there.  What more could I have... Continue Reading →

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