I had hoped someone would love me enough to see me while knowing my struggles were never about them. My hope contained both a selfish expectation and deep longing.
There are just some days, even 15 months later, where I still long to belong to you. I'm deeply, truly sorry I betrayed you, me, and us. I never wanted to be anywhere other than with you. Ever. You were the one. You were always the one.
"It can be true that your husband is a kind, good-hearted soul. And also true that he made choices that hurt you deeply." via Elle Grant, Author
Every September 15th for the past five years I was there. My heart breaks that this year I won't be. I did what I could on your birthday to let you know you matter, that you are all that matters, that you are loved. That I would always be there. What more could I have... Continue Reading →