I was never confused about Painter’s decision to end the relationship. Although I was hurt and sad, I was never confused. I understood.
There are places I remain frozen in the past.
An outcome of my marriage and the last several relationships is I feel as if I am sexually wrecked. I feel frozen between desire and doubt, analysis and paralysis, ambition and silence
I have throughout my life, on more than one occasion slept with a woman and left wondering why I did it.
133: Sounding Advice
“You still have C on a pedestal” and other friendly insight.
127: Monkeys in the Middle
I’ve gone to lengths not to put people in the middle of my situation. I don’t want anyone else to carry my water.