I finally had enough and recognized how idiot compassion for Painter was an obstacle to my growth and moving forward in my life.
compassion
39: Responding to Smear Campaigns
Until Chef pointed out the danger and threats inherent in the actions of the Flying Monkeys I didn’t fully appreciate the violent intentions lurking beneath their deeds and stories. I do now.
37: A Bit on Forgiveness
My experiences over the last several years has shown me how often my ego and pride need to be satiated before I will forgive someone I have decided has failed me. Even then I’m not sure I am forgiving as much as waiting to be right again.
19: A Love Letter to Betrayers – More on Anger
Here is the reality, dig down a bit, and beneath all Painter’s cuntishness is pain. I know it isn’t personal, except where I make it so.
22: Singing to Monsters
When all else fails, try therapy.