06: Promises and Prisons
I have no desire to be another’s jailer. I have no interest in being another’s prisoner.
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Thoughts on Anita Pavlovic’s Exist in the Moment
The body reacts to sexual arousal and the flu in similar ways. As such, if I don’t stop long enough to greet my emotional and physical sensations with curiosity, I will get fucked twice.
Read More Thoughts on Anita Pavlovic’s Exist in the MomentThoughts on Excuse Making vs Understanding by Lisa Arends
I have, on more than one occasion over the last 15 months found myself voluntarily leaning into pointless discussions with ill-informed people over issues of my identity, my life with my xp, and the decisions I was making before and after the discovery.
Read More Thoughts on Excuse Making vs Understanding by Lisa Arends12: Today’s Court Hearing
I know his morning I will need to take the gloves off if I want to break the Pattern that brought me here. I will have to embrace the role of Villain if I want to be free.
And that scares me.
Read More 12: Today’s Court Hearing153.05: The Patterns (Part 5)
My friend said, “I think she is engaged.”
Read More 153.05: The Patterns (Part 5)153.04: The Patterns (Part 4)
All too often loving © is like looking into the sun: when I close my eyes all I see is the shadow burned onto my eyes.
Read More 153.04: The Patterns (Part 4)33: Thought on the Pursuer-Distancer Dynamic (Part 2)
I’m not pursuing approval, forgiveness, acceptance or understanding. I’m pursuing my life.
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