Infidelities and Betrayal – Love Letters to a Healing Heart

52: My Anxious Bladder

November 12, 2019October 3, 2023 Wanders

I hate admitting anxiety is an issue. “Anxiety is for women. Real men don’t get anxious,” my Pride tells me.

I’m left to lie to myself so that I can remain angry enough to justify not caring any longer. It requires maintaining a general apathy towards my own truth, and a casual dismissal of my heart, and therefore to my life.

142: This is where I am

September 24, 2018December 12, 2018 Wanders

Do you know where you want to be in 10 years? I do.

138: Slut

September 17, 2018April 16, 2020 Wanders

Labeling someone a slut – or a narcissist, predator, or whore – isn’t rape, but the emotional intentions are the same. It’s about taking someone’s Power.

134: The Silent Treatment

August 22, 2018December 12, 2018 Wanders

134.01: The Silent Treatment (1 of 2)

Silence for the first time makes complete sense.

I’m such a selfish, self-absorbed, blind, deaf, and dumb prick.

129: The 1959 Shasta Airflyte

August 13, 2018May 10, 2019 Wanders

129: The 1959 Shasta Airflyte

“What does AA’s “principles before personalities” really mean? It means we practice honesty, humility, compassion, tolerance, and patience with everyone, whether we like them or not.”