96.1: Join Me (WTF was I thinking?)
Reading what I write is your choice. I’m not responsible for your choices, thoughts, or feelings. It is why I lied and kept secrets. I’m responsible for telling you the truth and being honest.
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96: Join Me!
As I approach the six month benchmark the next step is to make my writing private. I hope you will subscribe by email or Wordpress.
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Holding Back by Fridays Guest Writer (04)
Did my affair happen because of loneliness or fate? Maybe due to love of sex or to my lack of sex. I’m not sure which drove me to cheat; but to this day, I still cheat and have no regrets.
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89: Road Warrior
Many people would run for their own reasons. Many people run from their humiliations and anxiety. Me? I’m staying to face my humiliations, anxiety, and failure.
That takes courage and honesty.
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82: The Elephant
This morning at 8:00 am CST I am facing my fears, anxieties, and humiliations. Anxiety wants me to hide so I’ve decided to do the opposite. I’m going to treat Anxiety like the bully it is: I’m going to punch it in the nose.
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6 Days: Moving On
C and I always said to each other: no matter the problem as long as we’re together we can overcome anything.
Of course, I said a lot of things. So did she.
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7 Days: Take Responsibility
What does taking responsibility for infidelities, secret-keeping, and lies mean to you?
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Originally posted on The Queen Is In:
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There is an exhilaration we feel when we first start seeing someone we look at as a serious potential partner. Commonly referred to as the honeymoon stage when everything is exciting, fun, loving, we have a habit of focusing on the good and dismissing the small irritating things…
Here is a short, and incomplete, list of my lies, secrets and shitheadery. As long as they are secret they have power over my life.
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I left on C’s terms. I’m coming home on my own. I’m coming home to my friends. I’m coming home to reclaim my self-respect and power.
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