81:Thoughts on Ripping up the old contract by A Couples Journey of Recovery from Sex Addiction

“I’ve rightfully felt anger, rage, hurt, trauma, disrespect, tricked and disgust because he fucked other women – plain and simple – and him fucking other women was NOT in my plan.”

80: Thank You

Thank You

As I cross the next bridge on my pilgrimage I do not know what I will find on the journey. However, whatever the travel brings I hope our paths cross on the road of life.

65.11: 0 Days: Omega

0 Days: Omega

Thank you for sharing your life with me. These seven years were some of the most joyous and passionate years of my life. Every moment with you is a gift.

65.8: 3 Days: Outwaiting Clouds

3 Days: Outwaiting Clouds

I have faith spring’s warmth and sunshine will come even if I don’t see it today.

50: Queen of My Heart

What would it say about me if I could pretend it didn’t matter to me? What would it say if I just walked away from her and hated her back. I’ve earned her hate.

I know what I did.

No.

I’ll take all the slings and arrows.

31: Judgement and Acceptance

Seeing people as trees makes it easier to see them as people.

28: 70 Days, 3 Lessons

Three lessons on infidelity: 1.) I’m not a victim 2.) Secrets Suck 3.) Friendship and Ghost Stories

18: Thoughts on The Journey Back by Dolly Allen

I do not see any way home for me following the reveal of my lies and infidelity. However, what is true for me isn’t true for everyone. Don’t let angry pride make you a fool.

02: Hope

When summer is a faded memory and the hope for spring is shaded by the short and dreary days of winter, I love the scent and colors of the Franklin Park Conservatory. It is a reminder that with patience all things grow and even the hardiest need time to gather their strengths in order to […]