31: Swimming Beyond the Breakers
I had hoped someone would love me enough to see me while knowing my struggles were never about them. My hope contained both a selfish expectation and deep longing.
Read More 31: Swimming Beyond the BreakersLove Letters to a Healing Heart
"Be not the slave of your own past – plunge into the sublime seas, dive deep and swim far, so you shall come back with self-respect, with new power, with an advanced experience, that shall explain and overlook the old." – Ralph Waldo Emerson
I had hoped someone would love me enough to see me while knowing my struggles were never about them. My hope contained both a selfish expectation and deep longing.
Read More 31: Swimming Beyond the BreakersI wrote as a plea to be heard. By someone.
Anyone.
By her…but in the quiet of the night, when love and grief can no longer be shouted down I hear the repressed whispers of knowledge reminding me the woman I long to hear from will never return.
Read More 29: Saudade – The Deep Longing“Change happens one funeral at a time.” At the time we were talking politics. However, in the years since I heard her say that I’ve come to appreciate this truth.
Read More Thoughts on 36: Cleaning Out the Wound by CadConfessionalFor nearly a year I gave away my Power and self-respect to Silence. I know what needs to be done.
Maybe I always knew but lacked the willingness to face it.
Read More 23: More of This and Lots of That12 months today. I really thought we could have made it to the end lots sometimes.
Read More Thoughts on Lots Sometimes by Glasvegas“It can be true that your husband is a kind, good-hearted soul. And also true that he made choices that hurt you deeply.” via Elle Grant, Author
Read More 152: ParadoxesShit can turn on a dime.
Read More 147: Thoughts on Weeping in Walmart: A Twitter ConversationI long for the chance to show C what is under the armor. I long for the chance to explore what C and I could create together…but that life is dead.
Read More 146: Thoughts on The Marriage of the Princess and the Dragon
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