I long for the chance to show C what is under the armor. I long for the chance to explore what C and I could create together...but that life is dead.
A simple thank you. Yesterday was not a good day. I'm not sleeping well, someone told me about C's date, and the fucking honesty project the doctor has me doing left me angry. Which is good. I need to be angry. However, I learned long ago that focusing on the solution, and not the problem, is the only healthy path forward.
I’m looking to answer the central question Dr. Madden asks in her book, After A Good Man Cheats, “Do u really want ur relationship back, or r u simply panicking & doing the things u think u r supposed to do?"
137.01 Remember Seven years in a few seconds. She laughed. She smiled. She loved me. I loved her. What did she love about me? I brought this out in her?