A simple thank you. Yesterday was not a good day. I'm not sleeping well, someone told me about C's date, and the fucking honesty project the doctor has me doing left me angry. Which is good. I need to be angry. However, I learned long ago that focusing on the solution, and not the problem, is the only healthy path forward.
126: Grrr... The pain will never go away. I will only find perspective for the pain. It is a part of me now. To hate the pain is to hate myself; to love myself is to love my pain.
111: The Utmost Purest Intentions I've made 132 posts since December 22 on my journal. Today I made 42 of them private placing them in archives.