144: Thank You

A simple thank you. Yesterday was not a good day. I'm not sleeping well, someone told me about C's date, and the fucking honesty project the doctor has me doing left me angry. Which is good. I need to be angry. However, I learned long ago that focusing on the solution, and not the problem, is the only healthy path forward.

126: Grrr…

126: Grrr... The pain will never go away. I will only find perspective for the pain. It is a part of me now. To hate the pain is to hate myself; to love myself is to love my pain.

111: The Utmost Purest Intentions

111: The Utmost Purest Intentions I've made 132 posts since December 22 on my journal. Today I made 42 of them private placing them in archives.

37: April 22

I'm going to be in The City of Bridges next week. While in Pittsburgh every bridge will be a reminder of where I am heading next. It will serve as a reminder of where I have been and where I am going. I'm finished pursuing forgiveness, acceptance, or love, regardless of what my broken heart wants. 

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