There was a great deal of beautiful qualities in my relationship with my ex...but she is not the flower. She is not the reason it was beautiful. She is not the blossom or the tree. Our life was beautiful and it bloomed because that was the season and we both contributed to the season.. Our life together blossomed because it was our choice. Now it's time for a different choice.
There are just some days, even 15 months later, where I still long to belong to you. I'm deeply, truly sorry I betrayed you, me, and us. I never wanted to be anywhere other than with you. Ever. You were the one. You were always the one.
My marriage to K was a wonderful, meaningful relationship too. I never regretted marrying K but I have all too often regretted not making the most of it.
The question becomes then, "Why don't you go back to your ex-wife?"
106: The Mighty
"Do not meddle in the affairs of dragons for you are crunchy and taste good with ketchup."
I often wonder what keeps relationships going when, on the surface, it seems like there is so much going against them.