108: Never Not Broken

108: Never Not Broken The weight of all of these losses and feelings finally broke me this week. I feel nothing but sadness, loneliness, despair, and emptiness today. I have nothing to offer anyone. Not even myself. I'm hollow now.

101.5: Unringing the Bell (Epilogue)

101.5: Unringing the Bell (5 of 5) - Epilogue As my life with C fades to a distant and ringing echo I will move forward with intention. The lessons remain. I'm excited about the possibilities.

101.1: Unringing the Bell (Part 1 of 5)

101: Unringing the Bell (1 of 5) - No excuse There is not a way back after the first act. I cannot unring the bell no matter how many lies I tell or secrets I keep about my betrayal. And I had many of both.

81:Thoughts on Ripping up the old contract by A Couples Journey of Recovery from Sex Addiction

"I’ve rightfully felt anger, rage, hurt, trauma, disrespect, tricked and disgust because he fucked other women – plain and simple – and him fucking other women was NOT in my plan."

58: After the storm

She is doing the best she can based on what she knows how to do. If she had experienced different things she would have done things differently. Her behavior isn't personal. For a long time I took it that way.

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