108: Never Not Broken The weight of all of these losses and feelings finally broke me this week. I feel nothing but sadness, loneliness, despair, and emptiness today. I have nothing to offer anyone. Not even myself. I'm hollow now.
101.5: Unringing the Bell (5 of 5) - Epilogue As my life with C fades to a distant and ringing echo I will move forward with intention. The lessons remain. I'm excited about the possibilities.
101: Unringing the Bell (1 of 5) - No excuse There is not a way back after the first act. I cannot unring the bell no matter how many lies I tell or secrets I keep about my betrayal. And I had many of both.
"I’ve rightfully felt anger, rage, hurt, trauma, disrespect, tricked and disgust because he fucked other women – plain and simple – and him fucking other women was NOT in my plan."