I long for the chance to show C what is under the armor. I long for the chance to explore what C and I could create together…but that life is dead.
openness
143: Silence – Day 34
I’m looking to answer the central question Dr. Madden asks in her book, After A Good Man Cheats, “Do u really want ur relationship back, or r u simply panicking & doing the things u think u r supposed to do?”
142: This is where I am
Do you know where you want to be in 10 years? I do.
141: It’s not about me
I miss her. Sometimes I would just sit in the living room and watch her paint. I know she has been struggling with creating. I hope this is the start of her uncorking her creative bottle.
140: Parable of the Prickly Porcupine
I realize now my anger and defensiveness were about armoring my heart. I cannot get to where I want to go when weighed down by my anger’s armor.