As I was sitting in court yesterday listening to opening statements, listening to accusations, and answering questions, I was overcome with gratitude.
I adulted...and I can do that because I'm dealing with my shit, my traumas, my decisions, and my consequences. I blame no one.
A simple thank you.
Yesterday was not a good day. I'm not sleeping well, someone told me about C's date, and the fucking honesty project the doctor has me doing left me angry. Which is good. I need to be angry. However, I learned long ago that focusing on the solution, and not the problem, is the only healthy path forward.