113: All that we are not You cannot be vulnerable and safe. Vulnerability is (risk + uncertainty + emotional openness). By definition, safety is to be free of risk and uncertainty. They just cannot exist in the same spiritual space.
108: Never Not Broken The weight of all of these losses and feelings finally broke me this week. I feel nothing but sadness, loneliness, despair, and emptiness today. I have nothing to offer anyone. Not even myself. I'm hollow now.
106: Hope and Envy I want to be done caring or remembering or feeling. Yet hope and romanticism continue mocking my desire to let go. They dances through my dreams.
106: The Mighty "Do not meddle in the affairs of dragons for you are crunchy and taste good with ketchup." I often wonder what keeps relationships going when, on the surface, it seems like there is so much going against them.