95: The Possibilities

95: The Possibilities

I want things kept simple right now. The possibilities are fun to toss about but the reality is I’m in no rush…but it’s a pleasant thought. It’s nice to be reminded there are other possibilities.

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93: Compassion

93: Compassion

As the Troll Patrol have actively sought me out I’ve lost my focus. I’ve responded defensively to opinions that don’t matter to me.

Instead of lashing out, I need to have compassion for their pain.

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92: No More Guessing

92: No more guessing

I am trying to make sense of all of this. Maybe it is just me. Maybe she didn’t know.

It feels like there is more.

I live carrying all the emotional weight every day…wondering wakes me up at night.

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91: Hard Week

91: Hard Week

I simply want to stop waking up in the morning and looking for her in the bed next to me. I want to stop feeling the loss of her trust, love, body, and companionship. I want to be done with her…

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