Just as "...but I love you" isn't a get out of jail free card following betrayal, "...but you cheated" isn't either. In both cases it is a deflection from the things that matter.
"Change happens one funeral at a time." At the time we were talking politics. However, in the years since I heard her say that I've come to appreciate this truth.
I long for the chance to show C what is under the armor. I long for the chance to explore what C and I could create together...but that life is dead.
106: Hope and Envy
I want to be done caring or remembering or feeling. Yet hope and romanticism continue mocking my desire to let go. They dances through my dreams.