111: The Utmost Purest Intentions I've made 132 posts since December 22 on my journal. Today I made 42 of them private placing them in archives.
I awoke from a nightmare at 4 am. C was dating again. Dancing with another man. Laughing at me. Mocking me. Flashing the smile I love towards another man. Ignoring me but still watching me. I woke up jealous. Tearful. Heartbroken.