Moving forward, "Are my choices and actions consistent with what I value or am I doing things simply because I are afraid of what will happen if I don't?" I need to know to move forward.
109: Blah. Blah. Blah.
"Trying to affair-proof your relationship is a fool’s errand. You will be far happier if you focus on affair proofing yourself and keeping your expectations on your partner realistically human.”
101: Unringing the Bell (1 of 5) - No excuse
There is not a way back after the first act. I cannot unring the bell no matter how many lies I tell or secrets I keep about my betrayal.
And I had many of both.
82: The Elephant
This morning at 8:00 am CST I am facing my fears, anxieties, and humiliations. Anxiety wants me to hide so I've decided to do the opposite. I'm going to treat Anxiety like the bully it is: I'm going to punch it in the nose.